at least as of now its been decided that the platform for which i had joined my friend's co. is not going to commence in the near future.  cant say about the later, nothing is predictable.  i came across a job in Saudi Arabia of my own field and have already sent my resume through the consultant who has put it up on a job placement site.  though they have asked for all experience letters and reference letters from my previous employers, presently i have sent only my resume for them to go through and decide upon my eligibility.  if they find it suitable, obviously they will contact me.  i have been working in my field for the past 15 years now.  after our training got over, i was elevated to the post of proof reader which means less of typing and more of proof reading the files and because of that i could not get into the habit of typing or better still transcribing, though i did some transcribing over all these years but it was not much to put me into fast typing.  and the work i m doing presently is online where the files are typed by VRS, voice recognition, so there's absolutely nil typing work or at the most one or two files in an  entire day.  so now if i get to work abroad, it will be mostly transcribing which is going to be taxing.  God only knows whether i will be able to do it or not.  also a cousin of mine who has shifted to UK a few months back wants me to come over there.  i know i got ample opportunities there.  i can work in a dr's office as his assistant managing his patient's records, but again it may involve typing.  one advantage of going to Saudi is that all the expenses will be borne by them, but then it will be like working as a slave.  you know, they keep our passport, etc.  while in UK, all the expenses will have to be borne by me, but it will be complete freedom, but i don't have funds to do that.  only one thing can be done is that work like a slave for one year, save money and then escape to freedom.  

what i dont understand is why some persons try to impose their thoughts and feelings on others around them.  how can you justify this?  this guy, what does he think of himself, a hilter?  agreed that he is quite mature and practical, but the way he imposes his thoughts on others and expects them to follow it, its quite natural that those very persons around him will one day revolt against him and leave him with no options.  what does he think of himself, a dictator?  and if he wants to be hitler then do what he did, wiping out 10 million men, women, and children.  in fact he can score 100 times on that, let him exterminate 1 billion.  that way our earth will become quite light weight and competition will get reduced, but he cant do that because you need guts to do it which only hitler had.  i am not praising him, not at all.  in fact what he did was quite deplorable and nobody on the face of earth wants that.  that's why people keep protesting against nuclear stockpilation which thankfully is coming down.  but what are we doing?  each one of us is proving to be a dictator towards mother earth by slowly and slowly destroying it.

anyways, returning to this guy.  i dont think its quite right of imposing one's thoughts and actions on others.  what happened today in office has given me a lot of tension.  when i had worked with this guy earlier in another office, i had experienced that working with him was foolish.  that's why i left it and was happy to join another office where the employers never put any pressure on the persons under them, but exactly the opposite of which is happening here.  when he asked me to join, i had met him at a bar and had told him about the experiences I had working with him in the earlier office and that I fear of history repeating, but at that time he had assured me that no such thing will happen which i too had hoped.  but it seems its back to square one.  this is my third month here and i m already looking at changing my job.  in fact i got an offer from an office where i have never worked, the nature of work being related to my field but of a different nature, that is, no use of the headphone.  thank God, that will save me from going deaf.  coming Monday, i hope to go there to undergo a test and face the interview.  perhaps the main stumbling block might be the pay structure, but if they are ready to give me what i have demanded or at least something near it, i definitely will kick this bloody bugger's firm and happily go there.  at least there will be more persons to make friendship with since here apart from me there are only 3-4 guys.